Because Of You
By:- Kelly Clarkson
(Written by Kelly Clarkson/David Hodges/Ben Moody)
I will not make
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way
I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing Because of you Because of you Because of you I am afraid
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Saturday, January 19, 2008
雷龙的《花开花谢花满天》
雷龙的《花开花谢花满天》
又是一年 秋天
花瓣飘落我指间
一片一片散落万午
掩盖伤痛的表面
年复一年 秋天
思念还是那样粘
想要看见却看不见
你的心又在何处留恋
看那花开花谢花满天
香消玉陨谁人怜
散落人世间多少亏欠
回首结局和从前
香消玉陨谁人怜
尘世间爱恋所谓誓言
都是在那一瞬间 沦陷
哦天 哭红了眼
飘落的思念再多一点
就象蚕虫破茧
看那花开花谢花满天
香消玉陨谁人怜
散落人世间多少亏欠
回首结局和从前
看那花开花谢花满天
香消玉陨谁人怜
尘世间爱恋所谓誓言
都是在那一瞬间 沦陷
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
苍天啊!
飞啊飞啊，
似乎，
只有飞舞着才是活着。
那些流云，
随风飘荡，
多么自在，
多么逍遥。
而我，
孤单地飞翔，
只愿沿着心的方向。
天空，
没有留下一丝痕迹，
也没有一丝懊悔。
倦了的翅膀，
有时，
会把我带到温柔的湖畔。
暮色中，
洗涤雪白的羽毛憔悴的脸。
夜，
冷寂，
空旷。
我把头深深地埋在胸前自己给自己取暖。
梦里，
辽阔天宇，
群鹤翱翔。
我抑制不住地引颈长鸣，
直冲九宵。
霞光绚烂，
一只雄健的鹤与我比翼齐飞……
清晨醒转，
只有自己的影子长长地拖在自己的身后。
活着，
让世界因我多一道靓丽的风景。
可罪恶的流弹击中我无辜的胸膛。
血，
在下坠中凝固，
象一粒尘埃。
眩晕中，
我想，
死也要死在我的天空我的飞翔之中。
似乎，
只有飞舞着才是活着。
那些流云，
随风飘荡，
多么自在，
多么逍遥。
而我，
孤单地飞翔，
只愿沿着心的方向。
天空，
没有留下一丝痕迹，
也没有一丝懊悔。
倦了的翅膀，
有时，
会把我带到温柔的湖畔。
暮色中，
洗涤雪白的羽毛憔悴的脸。
夜，
冷寂，
空旷。
我把头深深地埋在胸前自己给自己取暖。
梦里，
辽阔天宇，
群鹤翱翔。
我抑制不住地引颈长鸣，
直冲九宵。
霞光绚烂，
一只雄健的鹤与我比翼齐飞……
清晨醒转，
只有自己的影子长长地拖在自己的身后。
活着，
让世界因我多一道靓丽的风景。
可罪恶的流弹击中我无辜的胸膛。
血，
在下坠中凝固，
象一粒尘埃。
眩晕中，
我想，
死也要死在我的天空我的飞翔之中。
世界上最感动的一句话.
1）世界上最远的距离，不是我们天涯海角，相隔万里，而是我就在你面前，而你却不知道我爱你。
（2）你在我身边的时候，你是一切，你不在我身边的时候，一切是你。
（3）我爱你，甚至可以为你去死，但是我不能死；并不是我怕死，而是我怕我死了以后，没有人像我这样爱你。
（4）如果爱你是“错”的，我不愿意“对”；如果“对”是不能爱你，我宁愿“错”一辈子。
（5）只要有一双真诚的眼睛为我流泪，就值得我为生命受苦。
（6）除了不让我爱你这个条件拒绝之外，我可以答应你所有的承诺。
（7）没有你的日子，也许我会活着，但永远也不会快乐。
（8）只要我有，只要你要。
（9）我爱的女孩要嫁人，我对她说：“只要你完整，我乐于破碎”。
（10）当你对我说“我们不可能”时，我在心里默默的祈祷：“愿上帝保佑你，你的另一个他，能像我一样喜欢你，爱你”。
（11）执子之手，与子携老。
（12）你微笑着静静的看着我，我觉得着就是我久候的。
（13）我决定离开这个充满着琐碎和平淡的房子，拎着箱子，拉开车门，那个男人气喘吁吁地赶来按着我的手，哑着声说：“还有一样东西忘了带，把我装进箱子吧”。
（14）那些我们以为永远不会忘记的事情，就在我们念念不忘的过程中被我们忘记了。
（15）输了你，赢了世界又如何。
（16）一个女生悄悄对我说：“我不爱你是以为你不爱我”。
（17）三十年后，如果世上还有“坚持”这个词，我希望它属于我；三十年后，如果世上还有“感动”这个词，我希望它属于你。
（18）爱上你，只用了一秒；忘记你，却用去了我一生的时间。
（19）有你，我无须再快乐，因为你就是我的快乐。
（20）也许有一次约会，至今尚未如期；也许有一次热恋，终生不能相许。
（21）想有一天能向你表白：“我们在一起，五十年够不够”。
（22）如果你爱我，你就亲我一下：如果你不爱我，我就亲你一下，这样总可以了吧。
（23）以后会怎么样我不知道，但我知道，今天，我爱你。
（24）爱你就等于爱自己。
（25）过马路的时候，他说：“来，把你的手给我”。
（26）终于有一天我很冒失的问她：“愿意嫁给我吗？”她很用力的点了点头，什么也没说。
（27）我最高兴的事就是一个人的时候静静的想你。
（28）你若流泪，湿的总是我的脸；你若悲苦，苦的总是我的心。
（29）我能想到最浪漫的事，就是和你一起慢慢变老。
（2）你在我身边的时候，你是一切，你不在我身边的时候，一切是你。
（3）我爱你，甚至可以为你去死，但是我不能死；并不是我怕死，而是我怕我死了以后，没有人像我这样爱你。
（4）如果爱你是“错”的，我不愿意“对”；如果“对”是不能爱你，我宁愿“错”一辈子。
（5）只要有一双真诚的眼睛为我流泪，就值得我为生命受苦。
（6）除了不让我爱你这个条件拒绝之外，我可以答应你所有的承诺。
（7）没有你的日子，也许我会活着，但永远也不会快乐。
（8）只要我有，只要你要。
（9）我爱的女孩要嫁人，我对她说：“只要你完整，我乐于破碎”。
（10）当你对我说“我们不可能”时，我在心里默默的祈祷：“愿上帝保佑你，你的另一个他，能像我一样喜欢你，爱你”。
（11）执子之手，与子携老。
（12）你微笑着静静的看着我，我觉得着就是我久候的。
（13）我决定离开这个充满着琐碎和平淡的房子，拎着箱子，拉开车门，那个男人气喘吁吁地赶来按着我的手，哑着声说：“还有一样东西忘了带，把我装进箱子吧”。
（14）那些我们以为永远不会忘记的事情，就在我们念念不忘的过程中被我们忘记了。
（15）输了你，赢了世界又如何。
（16）一个女生悄悄对我说：“我不爱你是以为你不爱我”。
（17）三十年后，如果世上还有“坚持”这个词，我希望它属于我；三十年后，如果世上还有“感动”这个词，我希望它属于你。
（18）爱上你，只用了一秒；忘记你，却用去了我一生的时间。
（19）有你，我无须再快乐，因为你就是我的快乐。
（20）也许有一次约会，至今尚未如期；也许有一次热恋，终生不能相许。
（21）想有一天能向你表白：“我们在一起，五十年够不够”。
（22）如果你爱我，你就亲我一下：如果你不爱我，我就亲你一下，这样总可以了吧。
（23）以后会怎么样我不知道，但我知道，今天，我爱你。
（24）爱你就等于爱自己。
（25）过马路的时候，他说：“来，把你的手给我”。
（26）终于有一天我很冒失的问她：“愿意嫁给我吗？”她很用力的点了点头，什么也没说。
（27）我最高兴的事就是一个人的时候静静的想你。
（28）你若流泪，湿的总是我的脸；你若悲苦，苦的总是我的心。
（29）我能想到最浪漫的事，就是和你一起慢慢变老。
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
王强 * 秋天不回来
初秋的天, 冰冷的夜
回忆慢慢袭来
真心的爱就像落叶
为何却要分开
灰色的天独自彷徨
城市的老地方
真的孤单走过忧伤
心碎还要逞强
想为你披件外衣
天凉要爱惜自己
没有人比我更疼你
告诉你在每个
想你的夜里
我哭的好无力
就让秋风带走我的思念
带走我的泪
我还一直静静守候在
相约的地点
求求老天淋湿我的双眼
冰冻我的心
让我不再苦苦奢求你还
回来我身边
Sunday, January 6, 2008
SIMPLE TRUTH 6 Jan.
Quieten your Mind
Reflect
Watch
Nothing binds you --
You are free!
--- The Dhammapada (The Buddha)
So simple and so true! It is amazing that a relatively "simple"
(as compared to the other sutras) sutra like the Dhammapada,
has infinite dimensions that affect us in different ways,
in different situations, Rediscover!
Reflect
Watch
Nothing binds you --
You are free!
--- The Dhammapada (The Buddha)
So simple and so true! It is amazing that a relatively "simple"
(as compared to the other sutras) sutra like the Dhammapada,
has infinite dimensions that affect us in different ways,
in different situations, Rediscover!
Friday, January 4, 2008
BELIEF 4 Jan.
There is the belief we believe we believe
and then there is what we really believe.
What do you really believe?
Be honest.
To Seek the truth, and True Happiness
You have to be honest to yourself.
Be honest --
Do you honestly believe you are a Buddhist at heart?
If yes, what is it you do that makes you Buddhist?
and then there is what we really believe.
What do you really believe?
Be honest.
To Seek the truth, and True Happiness
You have to be honest to yourself.
Be honest --
Do you honestly believe you are a Buddhist at heart?
If yes, what is it you do that makes you Buddhist?
Thursday, January 3, 2008
MAGIC 3 Jan.
There seems to be less and less magic that we can experience as we grow older and older. I guess it is because we have this nagging feeling whenever we wake up to this world in the morning that we have seen it all.
Nothing is really interesting anymore. Even close relationships can become unbearably lifeless. Best friends and lovers can even run out of subjects of interest. I figure the point is not to seek more new exciting experiences, but to realize that the same old stuff is mostly good enough.
Yes, that might be “boring”. But if we live each day reborn, cleansed of yesterday’s prejudices and unnecessary judgement, this same old world becomes new. Magic is abound. Watch out for that rainbow you haven’t seen for years. How many of you guys really saw the full moon last night? Isn’t it still as magical as when you first saw it? An old heart is one without the magic of awareness – are you feeling old? The mindless babbling of a baby on the bus is magic to my ears. And to babies, everything is magic – even this guy who is me, who is standing looking mindlessly at a baby, is magical to him. I’m not trying to mystify anything – the path of Enlightenment after all is a journey to clarity. The point is many of us haven’t really seen “anything” yet (“seen’ referring to “having realized the essence”). The Buddha’s Enlightenment is like magic – so much so that He cannot explain it to us. But He knows the “trick” – how everything is conjured. To all you guys out there feeling old and tired – remember that the Buddha was ever young at heart, from His search for Enlightenment to His last moments. We haven’t uncovered the truth of the trick behind all things yet. Till then, cease not to be amazed by everything. Nothing is what it seems. The age increases, but the magic remains. Don’t get bored, get enlightened!
Nothing is really interesting anymore. Even close relationships can become unbearably lifeless. Best friends and lovers can even run out of subjects of interest. I figure the point is not to seek more new exciting experiences, but to realize that the same old stuff is mostly good enough.
Yes, that might be “boring”. But if we live each day reborn, cleansed of yesterday’s prejudices and unnecessary judgement, this same old world becomes new. Magic is abound. Watch out for that rainbow you haven’t seen for years. How many of you guys really saw the full moon last night? Isn’t it still as magical as when you first saw it? An old heart is one without the magic of awareness – are you feeling old? The mindless babbling of a baby on the bus is magic to my ears. And to babies, everything is magic – even this guy who is me, who is standing looking mindlessly at a baby, is magical to him. I’m not trying to mystify anything – the path of Enlightenment after all is a journey to clarity. The point is many of us haven’t really seen “anything” yet (“seen’ referring to “having realized the essence”). The Buddha’s Enlightenment is like magic – so much so that He cannot explain it to us. But He knows the “trick” – how everything is conjured. To all you guys out there feeling old and tired – remember that the Buddha was ever young at heart, from His search for Enlightenment to His last moments. We haven’t uncovered the truth of the trick behind all things yet. Till then, cease not to be amazed by everything. Nothing is what it seems. The age increases, but the magic remains. Don’t get bored, get enlightened!
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
WAY OF THE BODHISATTVA 2 Jan.
The kindest thing you can do
Is to be so kind to yourself
That you realize the value of kindness so much
That you actually share it with everyone else!This is the way of the Bodhisattva, the Buddha-to-be!
Is to be so kind to yourself
That you realize the value of kindness so much
That you actually share it with everyone else!This is the way of the Bodhisattva, the Buddha-to-be!
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
MINDFULNESS 1 Jan.
Mindfulness* should be the most natural thing in the world-without any unnecessary strain or effort. But for us, habitually unmindful beings, begin mindful might be a daunting task. The more mindful we become, the more habitual it becomes, and attaining mindfulness soon feels near impossible. How scary! Let’s all guard our minds more carefully from now on.
I was walking to the subway station in the near noon sun. I remembered my promise to myself to be as mindful as I could the whole day. The sun felt hot. I caught myself screwing up my face, frowning in its glare. This, I realize, only when I realized I was having mild dizziness. The mindfulness came this “late.” Suddenly, I wasn’t sure whether it was the heat of the sun that made me dizzy or that it was I feeling contempt for the sun that made me dizzy. Funny. I think the latter that is true. The sun meant no harm. It was me to be blamed ultimately. I should have experienced the heat mindfully without attachment – that’s all – no need to grumble about it inside.
I was walking to the subway station in the near noon sun. I remembered my promise to myself to be as mindful as I could the whole day. The sun felt hot. I caught myself screwing up my face, frowning in its glare. This, I realize, only when I realized I was having mild dizziness. The mindfulness came this “late.” Suddenly, I wasn’t sure whether it was the heat of the sun that made me dizzy or that it was I feeling contempt for the sun that made me dizzy. Funny. I think the latter that is true. The sun meant no harm. It was me to be blamed ultimately. I should have experienced the heat mindfully without attachment – that’s all – no need to grumble about it inside.